christina’s world

把昨天都作废 现在你在我眼前
我想爱 请给我机会
如果我错了也承担 认定你就是答案
我不怕谁嘲笑我极端
相信自己的直觉
顽固的仍不喊累
爱上你我不撤退
我说过我不闪躲我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱更努力爱让你明白
没有别条路能走你决定要不要陪我
讲不听偏爱 看我感觉爱
等你的依赖 对你偏爱
痛也很愉快

把昨天都作废 现在你在我眼前
我想爱 请给我机会
如果我错了也承担认定你就是答案
我不怕谁嘲笑我极端
相信自己的直觉
顽固的仍不喊累
爱上你我不撤退
我说过我不闪躲我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱更努力爱让你明白
没有别条路能走你决定要不要陪我
讲不听偏爱看我感觉爱
等你的依赖
不后悔有把握我不闪躲我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱更努力爱让你明白
没有别条路能走你决定要不要陪我
讲不听偏爱看我感觉爱
等你的依赖对你偏爱
痛也很愉快

最近,经朋友介绍下听了她的歌…真得蛮好听的…声音的音质不赖耶…其实当初也有追看她的超偶比赛啦…只是没那么迷她而已…哈哈..不错听噢..听听看吧^^

作词:李宗盛     作曲:李宗盛    编曲:Jenny Chin

你问我为什么不再给你安慰

在寒风中漫步有家不回

好几天不见面也无所谓

你问我为什么把你的信退回

又把照片撕碎毫不后悔

你问我为了什么开始喝酒

而且每次都喝醉

不要说我做得不对

不要说你永远不会

因为我在无意间听见有人叫你宝贝

不要说这是个误会

请你不要在我面前流泪

因为我明明听见有人叫你宝贝

你让他叫你     宝贝

（不要说我做得不对……)

爱情…怎么会那么地脆弱,那么的禁不起考验….三年多了….一切的一切都化为乌有了….三年里一路走来的点点滴滴..一起走过的甜蜜岁月,失败挫折….都敌不过才刚认识三个星期的外人…或许她说那不是一个原因,但变了就是变了…说再多也没用…我知道,爱情是没有对与错,也轮不到我这个局外人来评论…但,你怎么忍心说变就变呢??算了…..我也不想多说了….哥,未来的路还很遥远,或许身边陪伴着的不再是她…但,天是很公平的…它为你关了一扇门,但它必定会为你开启另一个窗…未来还会有更好的另一个她…还有一路站在你那边的我们…失去你,是她的损失,不是你的….

人家常说:”没有污点的人生就不算是人生.”是吗??你真得这么认为吗??我…我并不认同…至少我希望那件事,那个人从来没有出现在我平凡而安稳的人生…刚刚我在facebook碰巧遇见了他的名字,他的那张脸了…往事一一浮现在脑海里…有好几年了吧…没有再出现在我面前…也好,不出现也好…反正我也并不怎么想见到…也不想去回想过去那不堪的回忆…那种种的种种简直就是一场闹剧…一个笑话..太不符合我,宗嘉仪的人生了…也许当初是我年幼无知不懂事,才会把一件简单的事情给复杂化,让双方都纠缠不清吧…或许当初我还会对事情感到内疚,当中我也有错…可是后来并没有了…因为我发现错不在我…你是一个坏人.你恨恐怖.如果上天让我从我的人生删除一样东西,一件事情.我会毫不犹豫的回答:”那件事,那个人,会是你.”

a heavy monday after one day break…2 periods for every subjects except MUET..and still have to stay back till 3pm for physics..whatever..tomorrow is even worst..stay back till 5.30pm for sport practice and attend physics tuition class till 9.30pm…swt..i wonder how could i undergo tomorrow’s schedule..whatever..i got an electric shock this morning while setting up the apparatus for the physics experiment..my 2 fingers were burned..swt..luckily it wasn’t that serious..but it’s damn painful lolz my skin even ‘hangus’ already..haha my friend wanted to talk to KC Leong but i stopped her immediately…otherwise i think i will get a nice scold from him as i didn’t switch off the electric supplier while setting up the wires..lolz blurred la..today i was blurred again while the maths lesson was on..and unfortunately a little tiny mistake done by me was figured out by Pn Lee again…again..i had a nice nice scold from her…sad again…i wonder why i was so blurred since form 6…WHY

Begitu banyak cerita
Ada suka ada duka
Cinta yang inginku tulis
Bukanlah cinta biasa

Dua keyakinan beza
Masalah pun tak sama
Ku tak ingin dia ragu
Mengapa mereka selalu bertanya

Cintaku bukan diatas kertas
Cintaku getaran yang sama
Tak perlu dipaksa
Tak perlu dicari
Kerna kuyakin ada jawabnya oh…
Andai ku bisa merubah semua
Hingga tiada orang terluka
Tapi tak mungkin
Ku tak berdaya
Hanya yakin menunggu jawapnya

Janji terikat setia
Masa merubah segala
Mungkin dia kan berlalu
Ku tak mahu mereka tertawa

Diriku hanya insan biasa
Miliki naluri yang sama
Tak ingin berpaling
Tak ingin berganti
Jiwa ku sering saja berkata

Andai ku mampu ulang semula
Ku pasti tiada yang curiga
Kasih kan hadir tiada terduga
Hanya yakin menunggu jawapan

bukan cinta biasa

speechless…for quite a short period i found myself can just be in speechless state instead of chatting all over with friends…this morning,maths teacher,Pn Lee passed a name list to monitor right after entering the class…it was the class name list in which the students who are weak in maths are being highlighted…by using YELLOW highlight pen…unfortunately,i was one of them…many students rushed to have a look on it after the class ended..i didn’t do it..but my friend,Marie told me that i was picked up by teacher already…to stay back after the school ends by tomorrow and have a personal talk with the teacher…omg…my mind went blank at that moment..i wonder why…i thought i could do almost all the questions in the test last week..but how come??how come my name was highlighted??later then only i realised that the teacher chose us according to the marks for last year assessment..no wonder…i did badly last year…it is undeniably…But, my mood really went to the bottom of my heart…i didn’t want to talk to anyone…and just hugging my bag and continued doing my maths homework given by the teacher today…Marie consoled me..saying that not to worry as she was also one of the 13..she could accompanied me…and we could show great improvement since our results last year were not up to the required standard….bla bla bla….thank you,Marie..thanks for telling me all these…but frankly speaking,i don’t want all these….i don’t want my result to be worst…i don’t want my name to be highlighted and being pasted on the board….i don’t want to be called up by the teacher and stay back after school….i don’t want people to accompany me to be weak…i don’t want………i know i shouldn’t blame all these on anybody…i’m the one who should be responsible with….i’m the one should be blame on..so,just leave me alone…at least for few minutes…i hope i could have a new start right after this..I,christina, swear that my name will not longer be highlighted and pasted on the board after this!!!!!!!!!!!!

愛上你那時愛到不像話　後來想盡　辦法忘掉
到最後我就合上嘴巴　多說像對自己撒謊
星空下說永恆額頭上的吻　你雙手將我環繞

未來即便它是一個問號　也能對自己　炫耀

＃有一句話再也都聽不到　那些過往只好放在心上
你愛我太美好時間會知道　怎樣去熬成一句動人的話
* 有一句話再也都聽不到　那些過往讓它自己燃燒
我愛你太美好時間會知道　怎樣去熬成動人一句話

記憶裡說我們相同的體溫　一想到就不會冷

未來永遠都是一個問號　也是種天荒地老
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這是一種成長　還是一種逞強
我的寂寞很善良　陪我到任何地方
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有一句話再也都聽不到　那些過往越呼吸越明亮
我愛你太美好　時間它一定會
把它熬成世上最動人　的話

found it accidentally…nice song with nice melody…by genie zhuo wen xuan

一句话

just simply drop something here since i’m a bit free now..in fact i should be attending PA tuition right now..but because of cikgu haven come back from outstation,so the tuition class is canceled..feeling happy while chooi mee called me and let me know this news..hoho..anyway mum asked me to have a walk to the shops nearby to buy some vegetables,fish,taufu..etc okay..not bad also..since i woke up already..but don’t know why isn’t lack of sleeping..for few seconds i could feel my heart was energy-less…lol swt later i have to go out for a movie..with my gang..it’s jackie chan’s movie..nice^^ long time ago i already planned to watch this movie already…hehe..even though can’t watch it at night..instead it’s in the afternoon..but not bad also la…lolz okay..there is still 3 hours left for me now..taking a nap??hmm…i don’t think so..gonna do some homework..so that feeling better..

another 12 hours of sleeping after having paracetamol,coughing syrup,vitamin c and somemore herbs tea…lolz finally i feel better and the body regain energy..but then still can feel that the bones are painful..i wonder why..whatever la..i went for dental appointment this afternoon..bringing along the CHOW KER XIN…haiz..my brother didn’t want to take care of her and i was forced to bring her to the government clinic..she was quite quiet and behaved well at there as my bro frightened her that the dentist will ‘cabut’ her teeth if she is naughty..haha..and this method really works!!when i brought her along to enter the room,the dentist and her assistants were feeling weird while looking at her..whatever..i told her not to fool around and just stand there..she nodded her head^^cute..while the dentist was changing the wires and rubbers of my teeth,i heard their conversation..UNSURPRISINGLY,the topic discussed by them was not others..it was—is she your mummy??or jie jie….MUMMY?????omg…it wasn’t the first time i know..last 2 years,i received the same question as well…are we looking alike??or my look…seems like a mother??lolz having a 4-year-old kid on 18 years old??my god…haha…i wonder what’s the life will be if it is a truth…whatever..i love to have her along with me…^^she is cute and she is the one i sayang the most among all the babies taken care by my mum all these time..i wonder what will happen if she enters primary school next time and no longer come to my house..lolz crying overnight??lolz there was a baby-mun mun..taken care by my mum last few years and she stopped as her parents gonna send her to kindergarden…i don’t remember how many times i dropped my tears for her…sometimes i think that i shouldn’t put too much feelings on every relationship with those babies..as they will leave me one day…but,it just happens without any notifications…even acts them as my own children sometimes..omg..chris really becomes old jor ler..haha tomorrow gonna back to school again after 3 days break..gambateh christina..

sick..i forgot when is the last time i fall sick…it might be long long time ago..today i took a nap for almost 7 hours after having panadols…wow it’s not a short period..whatever..my time is wasted..ya,it’s undeniable that i like to sleep and even pro in sleeping..but i don’t know since what time i tried to minimise my sleeping period which enables me to do more things..unfortunately,this mission failed.As a result of that,i fall sick..feeling cool and hot alternately,headache,coughing,sore throat,feeling that the bones are painful and tired,energy-less..just feeling like the body immune system had dropped down tremendously…issh..hate it..at first i thought that i’m not going to school by tomorrow as i have to attend the dental appointment..and the rest of the time i could use it to study a bit or any else..BUT,now..right now..what could i do??just woke up and found that my whole family went out already..without leaving behind any dinner for me…isshh..gonna make something to eat by myself..lonely again…i admit that sometimes being alone is good…but..but not the time i need someone..at least buy something for me to eat la..my god…what can i make now??maggie mee AGAIN??…argh…mummy ah…